The Gift that keeps giving.

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A year and a bit into our dog adventures as a family, I remain absolutely smitten with my love for our Labrador, Bailey. This weekend we have had my good friend Barry’s dog staying for a few nights. Skye is a beautiful wee Dalmatian cross and a sweeter wee dog you’d struggle to find.
As autism parents we have something of a stressful life and recently it has been particularly difficult for us all as Andy’s sensory processing differences continue to plague him.
For a while yesterday afternoon things really started to get to me. Like so many others, I too, am prone to bouts of anxiety and depression and yesterday the pressure and worry about Andy had me in a downward spiral. Experience teaches us though, that as George Harrison sang, all things must pass and this sentiment often helps me through this type of difficulty.
This morning I took Bailey and Skye for our usual walk in the woods behind our home. The sun streamed through the deep greens of the foliage and the woods and trails were quiet. I walked slowly but steadily and became engrossed in the surroundings and my canine companions, happily bounding around . My thoughts slowed and my anxieties dissipated as I stole an hour to myself with these beautiful dogs. My mood lifted and things seemed better as I returned to family life.
I don’t know how I managed without a dog for so long.

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Fighting on all fronts.

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Lots going on this week in the quest for services, support and understanding for ASD. Some day it all needs to be documented publicly because much of what goes on is scandalous and can get me down. The brutal cuts that are coming are going to have a devastating effect on many vulnerable people who deserve so much better in a civilised society. For many families living with disability there are cuts on a number of fronts. I was informed this week that the local authority I work for will be imposing a substantial pay cut on me and many others. We will oppose these actions as vigorously as possible but last week’s election results have given something of a mandate for these types of cuts.
However there were some positives this week too. Today I found out I had scraped a pass in my second module of a post graduate certificate in autism. That’s two down one to go! Given what’s going on in our lives I was happy with the pass and the fact that my feedback stated ” The student does meet the basic criteria well and the content of the information meets the necessary standard. It is the presentation which reduces the grade of the submission.” Well I guess sometimes your presentation just goes out the window when you are an autism parent 😳
Now that the exams are over and I don’t start back till September I am looking forward to a long summer of partying 😄. Well maybe not! I remember my final exams nearly a quarter of a century ago and the crazy celebrations. Actually I don’t but I have it on good authority it was a wild night!
We also had another local autism support group this week and it is starting to take shape I feel. Slowly our numbers are building and it is great to have a chat and cuppa with other parents and carers. It is incredible the experience and knowledge that emerges at such events and I am proud to be part of it all. We hope to make a very positive contribution to the lives of those living with A.S.D.
Let me end by reflecting on and acknowledging the amazing things achieved every day by those with autism and their parents and carers. It is not always easy and the challenges are often great but the effort is easily worth it when we succeed. Whether that is securing a service or resource, overcoming a sensory or social difficulty or just getting through another day. I salute you all even if our authorities and politicians so often do not!

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The Journey.

I remember the diagnosis day so well
Three severe faces with bad news to tell
The tears we shed for what might have been
Now, several years later into a life unforeseen
How are we doing? What can I say?
Like others we’re surviving, finding a way.
Now life is not easy, but is not short on joy
Thanks to my gorgeous and precious boy
There are challenges and difficulties every day
Resources to fight for, but we’re now up for that fray
To care for my son is now our main role in life
The trials and tests, the upset and strife
The laughter and happiness, the way we adapt
To this winding journey that will not be mapped
But each milestone he reaches in his own special way
Brings pride and happiness that words can’t portray.
True friends we have found who have shown they care
But many others not willing, our troubles to share.
We follow a path impossible to know,
Trying our hardest, and learning as we go.
Looking ahead we hope for a future that’s bright
For our precious wee boy who has every right
To live in a world without discrimination and pain
For this to happen would be society’s gain!
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